THE DARK BATTLE

The threadbare vessel
Struggles to contain
The surging emotions
Bulging and pulsating
Of anger and despair

Battle after battle
Against dark tendrils
That seeps and weaves
Overwhelming in its power
Suffocating in its hold

Threatening to consume
Wanting to destroy
Coaxing the ugly
Whisperings of shame
Swallowing silent screams

I fight these demons
That plagues my mind
And taints my soul
Alone in my quest
I pray for redemption

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My mental health took a big hit during the start of the COVID pandemic. My anxiety was at an all time high and I was on the verge of spiralling into depression. I wrote this during those dark days when I was overwhelmed with fear and struggling with tough lockdowns. I’m in a better place now so please don’t worry about me.

This poem has been in my drafts for a long time because I was scared of revealing a vulnerable piece of me. But to the hell with it, this is me.

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BREAKING HABITS

I see the hot tears
falling down your cheeks
I hear you crying
it shatters my heart
I feel your sadness
adding to my guilt
I know your pain
for it is mine
Even so I must
my little munchkin
be cruel to be kind
Goodbye arm pillows
Farewell hand-holding
So long midnight hugs
For we both need sleep

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MY HEART AND SOUL

When you first met me
My mind was weak
My heart torn in pieces
My soul utterly broken.

When you first loved me
My mind waged a war
My heart began to mend
My soul felt warmth.

When I pushed you away
You saw my fears
You held me close
You continued to love me.

When I accepted your love
My mind grew strong
My heart filled with happiness
My soul embraced the light.

When I returned your love
Our minds connected
Our hearts beat as one
Our souls were complete.

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